Hey! It's been a while.
Since graduating college, I have had a long time to really dig down and figure out what's next. Where do I go? What should I do next?
NYC was the obvious choice. It has been my dream since I was little to relocate there. But was I ready? Financially, no. But what about mentally? Physically?
I had gone through some feelings of doubt. Was I even good enough to go there? How would I even start? Maybe I should stay in Cleveland for another year and work, building up my resume and my bank account. But what would others think? Would I be seen as a failure?
Luckily, the stars aligned. I got an amazing job choreographing for children's theatre in Orange City Schools where I will be not only choreographing their shows but also costume designing and teaching my own classes! The kids are amazing, and the area is fantastic. I am making an impact, which was a long-term goal of mine.
Now that financially I am supported, I still get feelings of doubt with my own abilities. But I think that is ok.... nothing is certain in this life, and this year is all about building myself up with new opportunities as they find me and I them. I will say that Marie Curie Horror Story has helped immensely with those feelings, but that is another post that will come later. For now, that's my update! See you soon...
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